My Voting Experience  

There was no line at my polling place this morning. As I walked toward the door a volunteer held it open for me and greeted me. Inside, three women sat at a long table, with other volunteers behind them. Everyone was kind, helpful, courteous, the way it should be for every human being at every place where we cast our ballots for who we think is the best candidate for the position.

I handed the poll worker my driver’s license. She asked me my name, then held up an i-pad for me to check my party affiliation, and a few other questions. When I put on my rain jacket as I left the house earlier, I hadn’t thought much about its color, blue, or the cap I put on, blue. Guess my party affiliation was pretty clear. The mask I wore also marked me for a Democrat in a rural, red county. No one else wore a mask, only me. Still, there was no quarrel with me, only courtesy, and the desire to be helpful.

The volunteer handed me the paper ballot, which we still use in my rural Ohio district. Earlier this week, I used Google to study who was on the ballot that I might not know about, so marking the ballot was easy and quick. Next, I headed to the machines where the ballots are stored, touched by no other hands until delivered to those who will count the votes.

Next line was to check off my name to assure no one with my name voted again. The one man in front of me was having a friendly conversation with the two volunteers at the table, so I had a moment to relive the last five minutes of my life. It was gratitude I felt, gratitude that I can vote blue in a red county/state without fear of repercussions or unkindness toward me. And I felt sadness, sadness that not every person in this country can feel this safe or have this kindness shown to them, or to not have to stand in line in inclement weather for hours just to exercise their right—and obligation—to vote.

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Learning Patience

In the Western/US culture in which I live, we are impatient. We do not like being in the space between what was and what is to come. Sitting in the Irish mist, I call it, because it reminds me of time spent in Ireland when I could not see around the next curve in the road or in my life; those time after something has ended and before the next begins. We want it now and we want to know the whole picture, not just the beginning. But life is full of those spaces between here and there, and seldom are we shown the second step until we actually take a first one, which we are only shown after patiently spending time in quiet of the mist.

“When we last spoke, you suggested I read poetry,” a friend writes. “It reminded me of our talk about the Irish mist.” I beg you, to have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language. Don’t search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without even noticing it, live your way into the answer. ~ Rainer Maria Rilke Letters to a Young Poet

Rilke’s words speak elegantly to spending time in the Irish mist, moments of needed reflection that help us let go of that which was and grow into that which is to come. Where I live, in a rural wooded area, patience comes easier for me than it used to when I lived in the city. Perhaps it’s age as well that allows me to sit quietly and watch the morning mist rise from the farm fields on the other side of the trees, still bare from winter’s winds. Perhaps even, it’s a bit of wisdom that allows me to reflect on that which was, to heal and clear my wounds and un-attach from life’s past joys, so when the time is right, I can move into the next phase of my life, allowing the next creation to unfold in Divine time. If we are able to do this—allowing our lives to unfold naturally rather than pushing at them—that which comes is ready for us, as we are ready for it, created by our dreams and built by our patience.

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Phillip’s Wisdom on Sorrow

Why Do We Have Sorrow in Our Lives?

Q. Do we only create part of our reality? If we manifest what we want, why the sorrow?

Phillip’s Wisdom:

As a soul while in Spirit World, you decide the greater picture of that which you want to create when you enter human life. Your choices will reflect that which you have experienced in lives lived and that which you want to create in the new life.

Once in human form, you pull into your life that which you are to experience. All that is within your life cooperates to give you the experience.

Your desires will cooperate with the experiences you are to have to fulfill your soul’s mission. This is not to say that all will be easy or without sorrow. The sorrow comes from experiencing that which we judge as bad or painful or too hard to do. Patience is required to bring into form that which we are to manifest, as is the intention, the work, and the requirement to surrender.

That which you create does not mean that you control the experience or how others cooperate with you. Although we are all connected, we are also separate manifestations of the same substance. Your left hand may act independently of your right hand, or they may act in cooperation of one another. Either way they are both of the same body. A hand while a cell that was organized as a liver will act in the manner of a liver, not a hand. You cannot ask a liver to act as a hand any more than you can ask a human to act differently than they are. Each individual has their own journey, and the choice of their chosen experiences is up to each individual.

All humans have free will. This is to be remembered and respected for one’s individual life and for the lives of all. One cannot inflict their will upon others to fulfill their wished experiences.

There is always more than one way to complete the desired soul mission. It is also to be remembered that which is not fulfilled in this life will be waiting for the next.

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Phillip’s Wisdom on Manifesting

It is not that you must go in search of anything. It is that once you have gathered the right ingredients together, you then must become that for which you have gathered the ingredients. This is what is meant by “Seek ye first the kingdom of God within.” There is nothing you can find outside of you that does not come from within you, though you.

When we say to gather the right ingredients, we are instructing you to bring into awareness thoughts and emotions that align with the energy of that which you desire. To have unlimited prosperity, you must have the consciousness of what this is. To have a spiritual partnership with wealth, you must align with the energy of this. To do so requires the healing and clearing away of all that is not in alignment of what you desire. This is where most fail, because of being unwilling to go through the cleansing and healing process, and then realigning the awakened consciousness with the newly found understanding of the higher consciousness of the desire.

To just say, “I desire unlimited prosperity,” opens the door to the process. One then is given opportunity to begin the alignment with the energy of unlimited prosperity. The cleansing removes the obstacles in the thinking that is unlike unlimited prosperity. The healing then is repatterning thought patterns and rewiring brain patterns that have kept you from the desire of unlimited prosperity.

Even as the cleansing and healing are taking place, new patterns of unlimited prosperity are forming, and the results are manifesting in your life. Once the cleansing and healing are complete, new thought patterns emerge with the new energy of the desire. No longer are you trying to visualize unlimited prosperity and pull it to you, but instead you are now the vision itself of unlimited prosperity because you have entered into – and become one with – its energetic flow.

To clarify what we have said, imagine you are 120 volts and that which you desire – unlimited prosperity – is 220 volts. To switch from 120 to 220 requires some rewiring.

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As we heal, we heal the world—

Denying the existence of evil does not heal the world of evil. Quite the contrary. It allows evil to exist and flourish. If we believe we are God/Spirit/Energy having a human experience, then we must do all we can to bring that Love that we are into our human experience. We must look evil in the eye and call it out, not with anger, but with the power of love.

Before we can recognize evil within another, we must first be aware of our own emotions of anger and fear. We must be aware of how we strike out at others. We must be aware of our own fears that force us to try to make you believe as we believe, which comes from an insecurity of our own beliefs (If you believe as I believe than what I believe must be correct).

As we look within, we must call out that which harms our spite for that is what is harming others. As we see the anger and fear in the other, we must turn within and see the anger and fear within ourselves. Then, and only then, can we heal our wounds and exchange our angers/fears/evils compassion and kindness.

We heal ourselves not by denying what is but by looking at what is and exchanging that which does not help our lives and our world to live in peace and harmony. As we heal, we heal the world.

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5 Ways to Lift Your Spirits

Sometimes we feel overwhelmed with all that must be done. That sense of too much to do leads us to doing less, which in turn, leads to the lack of joy in our lives. That’s when we need to take a breath and regroup and find happiness in the simple pleasures in life.

Here are a few simple ways you can lift your spirits:

Smile It really is that simple. Smile at the grocery cashier and the other people in line. It will make a difference in someone’s life, including your own.

Make a Phone Call  In our day of texting, we often forget the wondrous sound of the human voice. The music of your voice letting another know you are thinking of them may make all the difference in their day. . . and your life. 

Bless You, Bless Me  
If we have the blues, we may find ourselves a bit short tempered. Instead of getting angry at another, simply say bless you and bless me. This simple prayer will change the energy within you and between the two of you.

Remember the Critters
Cheer yourself up and help the critters by keeping bird feeders and wild cats and other critters’ bowls full. Set out a bowl full of water. Use old dog houses or other containers and blankets to create habitats for wildlife. On a rainy or cloudy day, watching the birds feast or seeing an empty food dish in the morning and knowing you have helped a critter will warm your heart.

Add a Bird Feeder Do you know someone who is shut-in? Put a bird feeder outside their window for days of enjoyment. Make sure you visit every few days to keep it full.

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Phillip’s Wisdom on Gratitude

Gratitude, or thankfulness as some say, is a state of grace that produces in you an energy that creates the life you are meant to have. By this is meant that gratitude begets joy.

            When living in gratitude, you live without expectations of what you think life should be and instead live in a state of acceptance. This simple shift allows you to be love. When you are love, love comes to you in all the glories love has to offer. Instead of expecting love to come in one form and from one direction, you open to receive love returned from multiple forms and multiple directions.

            This is not to say you should never plan or never ask for your needs to be met. Quite the opposite. It is the manner in which you ask and the expectations of receiving. The asking for and receiving from may not come from the source you expect.

            You must always begin by remembering your true source, which is the God Head. Some may call this God, Goddess, Spirit, Universe, or Universal Love. By whatever name, your source is the Divine Energy that works through all life. Free will gives each human the right to accept or refuse your asking. There in is where humans see the conflict, but in truth there is no conflict. That for which you ask does come to you; however, it may come in a different form and/or from a different source than you expected. If you are tied by your expectations, you are unable to see that you are being given that for which you asked.

            Suppose, for example, that you are seated at a table that is laden with food. You ask the person on your right for the potatoes. The person on your right is deep in thought and does not hear your request, but the person on your left overheard your request and is able to offer you the dish. If you are caught in expectations, you will become upset that the person on the right is ignoring your request and you will ignore the person on the left who is offering you what you asked for.

            If, on the other hand, you are not caught in expectations, but instead living in gratitude for the gift of receiving the potatoes, what does it matter if the person on the right or left is the conduit?

            Now humans say this works for dishes at the dinner table. The principle is understood in its simplest form, but what about human relationships? How does it work here?

            The principle does not change. It remains the same: When you live in gratitude that for which you are grateful multiples. That which you ask for comes to you through life forces from the Divine Source. It may come in a different form and from a different source than you thought, but you can only receive once you open to receive by letting go of the control of directing how and from where the gift comes and stay in gratitude for the gift.

            When you live in gratitude, you stop clutching at life and stop trying to control the source and form of your gift. Life begins to flow through you, you learn to ask for gifts that are more appropriate for you, and those gifts that come to you are so much greater than anything you could have thought of. When you live in gratitude, the gifts that come are always from the Divine Source of Love.

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The Praying Shaman

Years ago, one of my teachers, Peter, told me about a shaman he had studied with (I believe in Ecuador, but not sure of my memory here). This shaman spent the greater part of his day weeping for his tribe and the night dancing and celebrating life. He was taking on and healing the tears of his tribe so they could live in joy.

There are those days when we all feel like that shaman, taking on the tears of the world – the tears of the people of Ukraine and other war-torn countries who have lost so much – lives lost, loved ones lost or hurt, animals lost or hurt, homes and businesses lost; tears for people and animals in severe weather; tears for those living in violence, and for all who are sick, in pain, depressed, or unable to cope with their lives.

We all feel that sense of being overwhelmed with our lives and with the suffering in the world. It is in these times, that we can feel helpless or we can take action. Whether we choose to pick up a weapon of destruction, to march, to write politicians, or/and to spend our time in powerful and healing energy and prayer work, we all have a path to follow to help all humankind to live freely.

My path is one of prayerful healing. This is not a religious prayer but a prayer to Spirit asking for help and guidance.

I pray for myself, for the strength to get through the hard times, to be wise and provide helpful service and council to others. I pray for my family, for their health and wellbeing. I pray for the safety of my community. I pray for those around the world who have made their transition today. I pray for their families. I pray for those caught in harsh weather, for those who have lost their lives, loved ones, or homes and businesses. I pray for those caught in violence, anger, or hatred that their hearts may be healed today and that they find a better life. I pray for the hungry that they be given food. I pray for the sick that they be healed. I pray for people in need of money that they receive all they need. I pray for everyone caught in war and revolution that freedom and peace be theirs. I pray for the leaders of all countries that they may know wisdom and create peace in our world, not destruction. I pray for those who are of service to our world that they are safe, and their lives be filled with joy.

I pray, and I know as I pray someone, somewhere is praying for me, and I am grateful. Please know I am praying for you. Please join me in praying for others.

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My Shaman’s Journey   

It was on my 50th birthday that I had a party and invited 50 of my friends. Each was asked to bring a present, but the catch was that they could not spend any money on the present. One of the women at the party, Vivain, brought a stone from Sedona, where she had studied with a shaman who explained to Vivian that the stone was not for her, but that she was to carry it to Ohio. He went onto say that Vivian was to give this stone to a shaman who did not yet know that she was a shaman.

           Vivian held onto the stone for several months, often looking at the stone and wondering if she’d ever find out who she was to pass it along to. Then came my birthday party, and Vivian knew the stone was to be given to me.

            When she put it into my hand and told me the story, I tried to withdraw. It had been years since I had thought about shamans and shamans’ journeys. Now here I was being pulled back into this world of healing and I wasn’t sure I wanted to go. Yet, our personal journeys have a way of pulling us back no matter how far away we may seem to venture, and eventually we learn that even the so-called venture away from ourselves is in truth just another avenue that leads us back to ourselves and the truth of who we are.

            Today, in spite of trying to not accept the stone, and at another time actually giving it away, the stone now sits on my altar or I often wear it as a wire-wrapped necklace. Whenever I do, others always take notice of it. Its energy – which I have long since come to respect – is strong with the shaman’s healing energy, an energy I am blessed to share as I journey my shaman’s journeys of healing.

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How We Each Create War or Peace

As hard as we try, we may not be able to put reason to what Putin is doing to Ukraine and her people. As we watch/read/listen to the news, our minds cannot comprehend that which cannot be comprehended.

We may not have the consciousness to understand, but we do have a responsibility to help. But how do we help?

We begin by looking within, by becoming aware of our emotions and thoughts, of our actions and reactions, of that which we conceive happening to us rather than from us. We become aware of our lives and how we contribute to either peace or war.

Every thought we have, every deed and action we take, contributes to either peace or violence. The hatred, anger, and anguish that causes one human being to take the life of another comes from that place of fear within each of us. Every time I am angry; every time I blame another; every time I lash out; every time I see another as less than me; every time I fret over what I don’t have rather than being grateful for what I do have; every time I dismiss another out of my hurt, every time I feel jealously or resentment, every time I feel inferior or dismissed…or, or, or…every time I act or react out of fear rather than from a place of love, I am contributing to the impressionable young person who builds a bomb or picks up a gun to destroy lives, or to a dictator who invades another country.

Every time I watch a movie and cheer for the violent triumph of the “good guys” over the “bad guys,” I am contributing to the mind of a person who picks up a gun and takes the life of another or orders bombs to be dropped. Every time I let go of reasonable and respectful discussion and settle an argument by yelling, I am contributing to the mind of a murderer.  Every time I am disrespectful to another, I am contributing to the mind of the one who commits evil acts in the name of a god or country.

Every thought we have, every deed we do, every action we take has energy that contributes to the consciousness of all. Once a word is spoken, a deed done, an action taken, that energy vibrates throughout eternity. Forever. Energy attracts like energy. It builds, and as it does, it grows in power.

Love is always – always – more powerful than fear. Always. But it must be fed. In our world of surround sound and giant screens and constant input from social media, we have the opportunity to feed the love like never before. We have the opportunity – and the responsibility to fill our screens and walls – and our minds – with love, powerful love of thought and action.

Our challenge in today’s world is to not give in to fear, but instead day-by-day, breath-by-breath, thought-by-thought, person-by-person, exchange our fears for love. We catch ourselves when our frustration builds at another and instead of angry words, we bless the other with a smile, which blesses us as well. We listen to our thoughts of bias against a group and turn our thoughts into ones of tolerance, acceptance, and respect for those different from us. We let go our thoughts of not being good enough and instead practice kindness and generosity toward ourselves, which in turn teaches us compassion for all.

We turn away from fear and embrace love day-by-day, breath-by-breath, thought-by-thought, deed-by-deed, person-by-person. It is in this way the consciousness of love grows greater than that of fear and we create a world of generosity, kindness, respect, and compassion – a world of love where the story is not one of evil and good fighting each other, but a story of love dancing with itself in the excitement and creation of life lived in abounded joy.          

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